my air my oxygen i scream i scream hot atmosphere suffocation                   everywhere. can you say my true name? can you find my heart among all          my flesh? falling to the depths of degredation... clumsily. 
 and i'm like a japanese doll, always the same face, the world never wanted  another one. if my acquaintances say i'm happyly right they're sadly wrong        
my white face... a geisha dammit oh what am i?
i lost a life i have a death ~beautiful in my own death
make me die young and beautiful and easy and fast people life so fast they die faster. darkness, darkness, i'm afraid i'm blind, i'm afraid, i'm afraid, GOD I'M AFRAID, nobody can see it, i have cold hands and a hot body, and i'm like a japanese doll, always the same face i lost my spirit and i forgot another dimensions beyond, the mine ones, were you looking for someone like me? did you remember? did you bite my small and translucid breasts? maybe all was a ray of moonlight. who knows, who are you? why are you in my bed? what i'm doing here? i have no mother. no father. no brothers or sisters. only the blood hitting my temples. that noise is gonna make me crazy. i believe i'm daughter of a syringe and a DNA cylinder. 24 cylinders away. an open throat by an unfinished broken yell. the pieces of sound cut meat.
death by asphyxia. bear the breath and keep with your head inside the water sweet death a coffin, a lazy tear, six feet down, sweet death
      there were always slaughters -but we hid it            
      there were always unfairness -but we denied it       
      there were always shit&filth -but we cleaned it        
where did our tears go sisters where did our cries go
life is a lie
i'm a lie
under my make-up