laying on the floor
sunlight towards the
closed window
enlighting my whole body
with his lazy warmth
from here i can see
a blue sky
none cloud
i hate it
i hate it
i hate it
i hate the sky so blue
but now something is 
fixed in my heart
the best thing i can do
is play alone
why i feel so bad?
when somebody is happy
another is sad
balancing
and i wish
one chord for all my
friends around
another for all this
new year's spring days 
another one for the
trust i lost
and the last for
boring afternoons
like today
hurrah